i love and my cat

by margarita espinosa
(springfield, oregon)

thank you for letting me share my story to you. i loved and cared for my cat for 13 years. she got sick very quick a year ago and the dr told me to put her to sleep very soon.

when i had her put to rest and present i cried hard. she was my first kitty. i realized i felt like my friend was gone and would not come back. i was so depressed i did not want to live no more. she was special to me.

now i have 2 cats i love and care for. i would love to see my pet cats in heaven to be overjoyed with joy to be with them. i love them deeply.

i wish i had my cat a year or two longer. i was just so used to having her in my lonely life. how the years go by so quickly too.

i want to know and believe our pets go to heaven to wait for us there to be with them always. to be happy once again and have our pets given back to us pet owners. i cried for 8 long months and i continue to cry for her. i try to not think about her final day since it makes me so sad. if the nurse told me to take my time i would of taken my time and not let my mind shut down on me. i would of maybe had her a day more. i would of told her a day more i love her and thank you for being in my life. once they are gone they are gone forever. the pain left behind for me was a first and too much for me. i am thankful to God i had her a long happy life in my life. she brought me much joy in my life. much much joy in my life. i love to love deeply to my pet cats.

love margarita